November 13th, 2004

  • jadyz

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does anyone know about the 11:11 enigma? i've just begun reading about it on uri geller's website, and i'm intrigued. i thought i was the only one that always caught the clock at 11:11.

also, i've been having a lot of heaviness in my heart chakra occasionally when i wake up. it makes it really hard to get out of bed some days. why would this happen, and how can i fix it?
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i've had many dreams about fighting ghosts, or supernatural things by religious means in the past week.
lastnight was my most vivid dream, it involved me, my grandparents and my apartment, more so the bathroom in my apartment.
theres pink plasma all over my bathroom. the walls, the shower curtain, the mirror, everything. and theres an all around feeling of malevolance. next thing i know, my grandmother and i are reciting hail marys and our fathers left and right, and my grandmother mind you, is a strict roman catholic, and she always wears a cross that was given to her by a dominican friar. in this dream the cross is used, more or less as a means to focus our prayers into the bathroom; shes clenching it like a victim in some vampire movie. she goes under and starts speaking in tongues and theres lightning and the tvs flashing on and off and everything electrical is going berserk. the amount of the plasma stuff is increasing with every prayer and the amount of electrical activity increases too, more lightning, more tv flashing etc...
it all ends after a very bright flash of purple light, i'm staring at my grandparents, theres plasma dripping off everything in the bathroom and its all over, like that. it was strange.
as for the others, one involved a posessed priest whom i exorcised in latin [mind you i cant speak latin] and another took place on calvary, where jesus was crucified, i physically fought two pitch-black demons. people already think i'm a nut, so i got nothing to lose posting this stuff. haha.

latin. japanese lights are burning longer.

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i have the abilty to tell when i'm being lied to.
i know if someone i love is nearby.
i know peoples emotions before i even talk to them.
i can read people like books.

i think drinking alcohol and its effects on people are all subjective.
so if youre having a hard time holding your liquor, it might not be because youre an indigo.
i think smoking pot doesnt dull the senses, or sharpen them at any rate.
but i enjoy it, and i find it doesnt hinder me in anyway, if anything, it allows me the ability to access certain thought patterns, which then provide me with insight into certain things. [now thats a hard thing to explain, so i wont, since i dont care to, if you know, you know]
as for crying at the drop of a hat, i dont understand. have you checked your hormone levels??

i think everyone should stop trying to find meaning in EVERYTHING. and that includes life.
theres only one thing we absolutely have to do, die.
all the rest is just imposed. but that doesnt mean you have a right to be a bum.
and once again, thats all subjective too. lol
train of thought derailed...

incomplete thoughts jotted here. dont bitch at me.