April 3rd, 2005

ihoi

Weird feelings..

I've been picking up on some weird stuff lately. Feelings of worry, chaos, and deppression strike me as soon as i go outside. But when im inside im as happy as anything and everythings alright. I keep getting this gut feeling that something really soon will go wrong and there's nothing i can do to stop it no mater what.

My dreams each night are the same. I keep dreaming of explosions, chaos and people screaming. Is anyone else picking up on these feelings or am i off my nut? I do have alot of dream preminitions bu only minor ones like forgetting my homework and stuff. I's been over two months since my last dream preminition and o dream stuff as clearly as this has shocked me.

When i go outside i feel sick and the gut feeling comes back and i begin to shake. I've tried meditating hoping that will rid of he negative emotions and feelings im receiving but they return. This has been going on for a week and as each day goes by the feelings grow stronger and stronger.

I kind of hope and pray that no ones feeling this too because i dont want anything to happen, but i would like to be told that im not off my nut and some people are also picking this up..
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